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Thursday, October 6, 2016

Where I See Myself in 10 Years

Where do I see myself in 10 years? That is a tough question, I'm going to be honest with you. In 10 years I'll be about 24 years old. That means I'll be in college. I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up. Part of me wants to be a lawyer. Another part wants to be an actress. A huge part of me wants to be an author. At this moment, I have no idea which career path I will choose, if it's even going to be one of these options! 
Other than a job, I have other things I want to accomplish with my life. In 10 years I hope that I'll be able to beat my anorexia and depression. I want to hopefully be on a different medication if I can't be rid off it. I want to bee able to wake up each day and have the motivation to be happy. That would be a miracle in itself. It' more than I could ever ask for. More importantly, I want to officially be recovered from my anorexia. Right now, I'm learning to love my body. In 10 years I never want to worry about if I should be eating. Honestly, I'm worried for my adult self. I'll be in control of my eating and I hope I'll have the power in myself to eat. I want to eat without cringing at each bite, feeling guilty as I swallow my food, and crying after finishing my meal. I hope for my cousins to look up to me and see me as a symbol of hope. I was able to defeat depression and anorexia and I'm succeeding at life. That would be perfect.
On a less depressing note, in 10 years I hopefully see myself being fluent in English, German, Spanish, ad sign language. English is my first language, so I got that down pat. I am currently learning Spanish and I want to go learn abroad. Once I master Spanish I plan on learning German. At the moment, I am teaching myself American Sign Language. So far, I can hold basic conversations, it's not that great though. That reminds me, I need to learn how to read Braille!
Hopefully, in 10 years I will have a good job, I'll be happy, and have a significant life. All I want is to be useful. Whether it's by a little or a lot. I just want to make everyone happy, even if it can't be myself.

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